Friday, March 25, 2011

Fighting my demons

So....I just discovered one down side to dating a photographer...he has to go out with absolutely gorgeous, stunning women and photograph them in a variety of states of dress....I'm suddenly feeling nervous and phyiscally self-aware and not in the good sense....but I trust D and know that he is honest and truthful and we have an agreement of both exclusivity and honesty. 

I need to trust him and our relationship and I have no reason not to....but a small part of me is still a bit I being stupid or silly or just honest?


  1. Just honest...... Once bitten, twice shy....... Can't wait to see you guys this weekend!

  2. Melissa BelvedereMarch 26, 2011 at 3:10 AM

    I went through the same feelings when Mike first started working promotions and bartending. It was his job to schmooze all the customers, many of whom included gorgeous women. I just had to trust in his love for me and his faithfulness and know that at the end of the day, he came home to me. It will get easier sweetie, I promise. XOXOXO