Weekend

well i flaked on y'day and today's not too much better....just hung out with friends and chatted online and stuff like that...though i did finally get myself set up with skype so that's a good thing....otherwise not much new here in leah land...lol

bad friday

after not getting any sleep last night due to coughing and choking i had to call out from work again.  i was so hoping to make a full week for the first time in over a month snd there went that again.  and beyond that i had to back out on the wine tasting....i'm really sad and frustrated right now.

 i thought that maybe the left ovr drowsiness and numbness was from all the meds i tried taking last night so i took a showeer and i couoldn't even manage to stand up to the pressure of the water and now i'm .back in bed again trying to sleep at this horrible almost but not quite upright angle. it rots but it's the only way i can breathe without pain and gasping for air.  of course it makes it hard to sleep which is a problem since i'm so tired i'm actually shaking.

ok positive thinking next weekend i'm going to be doing an adoption event! and Jo's big b'day dinner at a new restaurant we've never been to before and some friends will be coming allong so that's fun! i wonder if in the  meantime i can find something to challenge my week with or if i should let sleeping dogs lie for just one more week.....

Rainy Thursday

So I'm sitting herer listening all day to the rain pouring around me and somehow it's given me yet another idea for the list....though it sounds odd in correlation to the rain...i wanna learn how to play a fiddle or violin so i can learn to play bluegrassy type music....it's me so none of this makes any danged sense.../but what the hey...maybe i need to go ahead and add it to the list...